~LOVE-soybean

Ugh, it's been an awful few months for me. It's like if I turn my head for a few seconds things just keep getting worse and worse. And it's just cause I've been acting really stupid and not thinking straight.
I used to write my thoughts down all the time, then I stopped.. I think that's why I can't figure out the problem. But I wrote everything out this morning and now I know how to fix it. The first step is having a more optimistic outlook. So that's what I'm going to dedicate myself towards.
Hopefully it'll make me feel better and things can only get better when you've hit rock bottom right?
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My favorite room of the house is this cute little room at the back of my house. It has huge windows that let a lot of light in, it's very comfortable back there. I have a lot of plants back there and I was thinking about starting a little herb garden. I've got the seeds, soil and tools... all I need now is a pot. p:
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I really think I should save up for a laptop since my computer has so many problems so often. :/ I never post art. u__u;; Oh, that reminds me! I've been doing photography, so while my drawings are not visible on the internets at least you guys can see my photo work. , here's my other account if you guys wanna give it a look see. If you do, please leave a nice little comment? Thanks guys!